I M IN ....

Hey guys, you wont believe that now i also know what love is. from the last 5-6 days someone is contineously in my mind. I am just not able to resist myself from visiting her profile. oh god!! what has happened to me. once i was a femalophobic guy & now?? holy shit,

I dont want to be like that, but I am not doing anything so how can i stop it. having feelings is not bad but not been able to express them is really bad. when i know very well that i will never ever able to say anything to her, my heart keeps saying 'just try it once say it , say it once'.

fellas, u all already know how backward man am i, so is my family. plz dont think that i am longing for marriage. there is nth like that, it is true love from 60's, onesided for always. this is not the girl which made me like that, it is her personality that influenced me deeply.

she has all the qualities i either possess or want to possess. had she been a boy i definately would have made him my friend. had she been an aged man, i would have bowed to him. i dont want to miss the opportunity of getting such a wonderful treasure of virtues, but alas i m helpless. god also help those who try. but i cant try until god do some miracle.

i wish she read my blog & understand by herself. i know its probabilty is too less, but frankly speaking i m too fatoo to propose a girl & i m too backward to marry a girl i love.